...or whats left of it. I happend to come across some rather old diary pages from when I was first awakened. It's a shame they're not all in one piece really. I suppose my old crew 'mates' and the diary have something in common though...
Day 1
Apparently it's pointless to even guess the date in this world...
That tells it's own story, I suppose.
This is all new to me, "Hovercrafts", eternal darkness, heck even using my arms and legs is new to this version of me...
This is the real me? It still sounds ridiculous...
It's amazing how often the most outlandish thoughts ring true, thinking about it...
Everyone has been through this, though. I can learn from them. I have to learn from them if I'm to survive in this place...
Day 2
I got to know the rest of the "crew", as the captain called them, they are strange to me as I am to them.
You don't need to be "awakened", as they call it, to sense the tension. They go by strange names. What was wrong with Eliza?
I liked Eliza, she was much simpler...
I don't even have a name now...
How old am I?
Where do I even come from? The Matrix?
I've got to keep telling myself, "They all went through this"...
Day 10
Today I "jacked-in", as they call it. The sensation was indescribable. It's like nothing I've ever felt before.
It's pointless even trying to describe.
I felt like I was coming home from vacation when I got in, even though it was a training program...
You know? Like when you've been away from everything you know, your routines or schedules, you get a little homesick? Like that...
Day 21
The crew know something is wrong, they can tell I don't belong.
I'm feeling the pressure...why aren't they helping? All I feel is the expectancy that I rise to their standards. Why the hell should I?
They dragged me from security with their c0ck and bull story and then I am the one who has to meet their expectancies without any real guidance? Bullsh!t.
The captain tries but he's a poor mans Luke Skywalker...
I doubt they all went through this, they're doing their best to make it seem like they didn't.
Day 25
I wonder if I'm in hell? Maybe I'm being punished? Whatever, I'm not enjoying this in the slightest. It's the closest thing to hell I've ever felt.
I don't trust them.
What can I do about it? I need to bide my time and gather more information.
We're heading for "Zion". Apparently it's the last city of the human race... I can't wait to see it in all it's glory.
Day 26
What a dump!
What the hell have I got myself into here?!
I want out of this prison.
This place smells worse than the first human city. This world is horrible.
If this is the real world, then I choose the false.
I want to go back, there must be a way...
First I'll need to deal with them...
